Monday, April 11, 2011

A little disappointed

So...I'm a little disappointed today. I woke up with a panic attack last night.
I was so hungry yesterday, I couldn't figure out why I have been so hungry and my hunger pains haven't gone away. I woke up in a panic thinking, what if I haven't been injecting the medicine? What if I've only been injecting air?
So this morning, I tested my theory. I filled the needle with a little more than the .25 and I squirted it to make sure I was, in fact, getting medicine. Lo and behold, for 5 days I have been injecting air in my body.
I had a panic attack ALL morning. It felt like I was having a heart attack. How could I have missed such a vital step to this weight loss process?!
I still lost .5 lbs this morning. So I still lost, despite my mistake. And my cheat yesterday (I had frozen yogurt and cheerios).
So I called my DR office at 9am when they opened and they told me just what I thought they would tell me, START OVER. UGH.
I was on my 5th day. Now I have to start all over again. Not that its entirely bad.
Since I have to do the gorging days over again this is how my day went:
Breakfast- iced chi tea
Snack- none
Lunch- chimichanga and a soda
Snack- none
Dinner- In-N-Out burger (double burger) and a milk shake

Can't wait to start again and I hope this weight melts off!!!
I still have lost 3.5 lbs. I hope it will stay down even after my gorging days. My weight in is Wednesday.

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